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i mean really... why is it...

that people feel the need to lie?

i'll tell you why..

because apparently, in this day and age...telling the truth, or just being an honest person, makes you a target.. or maybe just stupid..



i'm beginning to see that in order to have ANYTHING in this life.. you have to be an asshat... a liar and a manipulator... a not nice person....



i just... dammit

don't have it in me to be like that... tried it once, failed miserably, and HATED myself for it ...

so where does that leave me NOW??



even MORE distrusting than i have ever been... and thats saying alot because... i have never been one to give trust easily...



go figure that damn near every time i do i get ROYALLY FUCKED IN THE ASS... and not in a good way...



i just wanted a friend... thats all...

wtf... i wasn't good enough for that??



i at least deserve an explanation... but i'm sure i won't be getting it...



that kinda hurts

as i said to someone... when i get either brave enough or drunk enough lol

this will be on my right shoulder blade :)

maybe

lol

something unexpected happens to make ya smile... dont you ??



;)